Today was a relaxed, but eye opening day

I woke up this morning feeling so cozy, relaxed, and at ease. Usuaully when i wake up i start thinking about everything i need to get done today. But today felt different.

 I watched football for the greater part of the day. My team won (The Detroit Lions!) and i had my step-fathers daughter came to the house with her boyfriend and their cute lil kid Nathan. Me and his daughter didnt get a long at first because her sisters hated my mom because of the simple fact she was dating their dad. But she realized (not her other sisters tho) that it was wrong. so we’re good now. 

Before they came over my mom sent me to the store to pick up a few things, and of course..who do i see.. my ex. Im not sure if she saw me but when i saw her my heart stopped. I hate seeing her. Reason being we just have so much history and a lot of emotions/memories rush to my head and it honestly just depresses the hell out of me. I used to think i needed her. But when i saw her today i realized all i wanna do is avoid her. I still feel pain from the whole break-up every so often and it’s like all that healing is lost as soon as i see her. That wasnt the case this time. i kept my head up, and kept rolling. 

as they say… Time heals everything. 
Time is all i got.